So here i am, wondering if i'm either a glutton for punishment or just hoping i can do this in peace. So i've started another blog. i've been away from the PC for so long now that i'm just looking for an outlet i suppose. i've been so busy in r/l lately. i work constantly and if i'm not at work i'm spending time with Master, aka IceWolf, or the kids or helping C with her wedding place OR trying to get on with my own wedding plans. i'm a tad busy as you can see.
Its a tad bittersweet to be planning a wedding to the Man you adore and know that your own family doesn't approve nor will they likely attend. It hurts me that my family will likely not be there, but that is their choice. i can't spend my life allowing how others feel to dictate how i live my life. i did that for most of my adult life, it was Ice who finally made me see that i had the strength and right to govern my own life. And now that i have, well i am just the most horrible daughter in the world. my one true regret is that my mother can't just be happy for me, whether she approves or not.
In some ways it doesn't help that Ice feels the same about my mother as she does about Him. He tries to keep His comments to a minimum but when He sees me upset or crying over something to do with my mother He gets angry. Which is just His way, if i cry, He gets mad. He wants to fix the problem to stop me from crying. It doesn't exactly work that way but bless Him for trying.
Anywho, got a little off topic there. The wedding plans are slowly taking shape. i know, i know i only have 7 months to go, but i have never been one to rush. W/we want to keep things small and very simple. i already have my gown and Ice and His guys will be in kilts. Yup, you read that right. IceWolf in a kilt. It's what He wanted as He is part Scots. Though it's going to be a tad chilly under that kilt in late December. LOL
Anyways thats enough of my ramblings for now. Once i get the hang of blogging again i'll likely post more often. Until then, take care.
